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The Fifth Trumpet.

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“The locusts looked like horses prepared for battle. They had what looked like gold crowns on their heads, and their faces looked like human faces. They had hair like women’s hair and teeth like the teeth of a lion. They wore armor made of iron, and their wings roared like an army of chariots rushing into battle. They had tails that stung like scorpions, and for five months they had the power to torment people. Their king is the angel from the bottomless pit; his name in Hebrew is Abaddon, and in Greek, Apollyon—the Destroyer.” ‭‭Revelation‬ ‭9‬:‭7‬-‭11‬ ‭NLT‬‬

Like a scene out of the series, Stranger Things, John sees a battle in the future. In the 70’s it was very popular to teach on the end times or the apocalypse. Films like A Thief in the Night and books like The Late Great Planet Earth by Hal Lindsay were all the rage. The church air was thick with sermons about the rapture, the 2nd coming of Christ. It was so real that many people made poor decisions, thinking Christ’s return was imminent. Plans were rushed to get married. Education plans were scrapped, plans were made to stop putting money into retirement. There was no sense of a future beyond a few years because we were convinced the church would be snatched away and these verses in Revelation would become a reality.

My own pastor, future father-in-law would preach through the books of Daniel and Revelation bringing a sci-fi like reality to our existence. It was wild! It was explained to me that John, or even Daniel for that matter, were ancient men who had no words to describe futuristic visions of modern day wars with highly sophisticated war machines. I clearly remember my pastor saying, “how would you describe a helicopter in ancient times?” And sure enough, out of these verses, I could see how John might have been describing a Black Hawk or an Apache helicopter, with decals of lion’s teeth on the front. I tried to imagine what kind of creatures John saw but it just made sense that he was seeing military machinery!

That was 45 years ago and preachers are still trying to define what the word, “soon” means. Because Jesus said he’d be coming soon. “Soon” for the early church meant within their lifetime. “Soon” still describes it this way. Many have believed it would be within their lifetime! Fact: we don’t know when Jesus will come and when these trumpets will sound. There are those that believe these scenes have already happened and tried to explain it within our own historical framework. Wouldn’t we know it if some angel opened the pits of hell, the abyss, the underworld? Wouldn’t it be obvious if an angelic destroyer led these battle locusts in torturing humans for five months without allowing them to die? I do believe there will be a brutal end to this world as we know it. And, I do believe Jesus is returning because he said he would. But when? I have no idea. These things described in the book of Revelation will take place. Personally, I do not want to be around for those moments. Yet, unbelievably and unfortunately, even with all this hideous chaos taking place, human hearts will still resist God and refuse to believe. But, I still agree with what John writes in 22:20, “Come Lord Jesus.”

Prayer

​Dad,
We ache, we wait, we watch. We watch for the signs and the seasons as you have told us to. But the seasons and cycles of global and human disasters seem to be endless. Watching 45 years pass as I learned more about the end times, I prefer to use wisdom and continue to “occupy” like Luke wrote. I hope you find me occupying until you come. I don’t wish to escape these culturally crazy times, I wish to engage and be a witness to bring people to your grace and forgiveness. Help us, Oh Lord, as we occupy and do your will!

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God’s favorites.

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”One day the widow of a member of the group of prophets came to Elisha and cried out, “My husband who served you is dead, and you know how he feared the Lord. But now a creditor has come, threatening to take my two sons as slaves.” “What can I do to help you?” Elisha asked. “Tell me, what do you have in the house?” “Nothing at all, except a flask of olive oil,” she replied. And Elisha said, “Borrow as many empty jars as you can from your friends and neighbors. Then go into your house with your sons and shut the door behind you. Pour olive oil from your flask into the jars, setting each one aside when it is filled.” ‭‭2 Kings‬ ‭4‬:‭1‬-‭4‬ ‭NLT‬‬

There are those in our society that are in need and should receive special attention and care. These folks existed in ancient days and they still struggle today. They are widows and orphans. Because God’s heart always leans to the least among us, he expects that we will do the same.

In the U.S. from 2022, there were approximately 11.48 million widowed women and 3.7 million widowed men in the United States, the average age is 59! The word “widow” is sited 80 times from the Old and New Testament. Today’s “orphan” would be our children lingering in foster care. In 2022, approximately 368,530 children were in foster care in the United States. Which is down from 400,000 just 10 years ago.

Here in Kings, with the story of the needy widow, Elisha responds to her desperation by walking her and her sons through a miracle rather than just giving her money. In fact, through this miracle, God allowed this widow to become an entrepreneur, with a sustainable income for her future. That’s a compounded interest miracle!

Kings tells us that this widow’s husband was a part of Elisha’s School of the Prophets, and the widow reminds him that her husband feared the Lord! Since Elisha figured out that this widow was willing to speak up and ask, he knew he could put this skillset, this gift to work! He first asks what she has. She responds with, “I’ve only got one flask of oil.” Olive oil, in ancient days was used for just about everything, far more than it is today. If you had a grove of olive trees, you had a sustainable income for life, because oil was a highly needed commodity.

Next, Elisha puts her to work ASKING. “Go and borrow as many empty jars as you can.” Big jars, little jars, used jars and new ones – who knows what her friends and neighbors let her “borrow” knowing they were helping her out.

Elisha then tells her, “go into your house with your sons.” My wife, Robin, points out the highlight of the miracle about to take place is the fact that her sons were able to experience God’s power and provision right alongside their mother. She begins to pour from her only oil jar. She fills up one jar, then another, and another. The tension rises when the mother discovers they are out of jars, “Soon every container was full to the brim! “Bring me another jar,” she said to one of her sons. “There aren’t any more!” he told her. And then the olive oil stopped flowing.” (4‬:‭6‬) All the jars were now filled!

She tells Elisha what happened, expecting that he would want to know or maybe even receive part of the miraculous oil himself. Elisha tells her to sell the oil to pay the debt and keep the rest to live on! She receives a miracle and an inheritance check from God!

Caring for widows or children of foster care doesn’t mean we just hand over a bunch of money. God could have made it rain coins from the sky if Elisha asked him to. Working with both widows and children formerly in foster care means helping them understand their own gifts and talents and teach them to become self sufficient is incredibly important. Both still need believers to pray and seek God for miracles on their behalf. But helping them see their worth and value after death, abandonment or abuse is critical for their mental and spiritual well being! It’s money leveraged to teach and get them moving in the right direction. Many of the widows that I have known were properly cared for through planning before their husband’s death. Serving both widows and children of foster care requires building trust – love must be earned before it’s honored! Being involved in their lives becomes a great way to redirect and inspire them to keep going, and discovering what God will do through their lives even after a difficult season of loss. It is a joy, privilege and honor to serve the folks that God considers most valuable because of loss. When we serve widows and children of foster care, we are blessing some of God’s favorites!

Prayer

​Dad,
I enjoy seeing what you love and learning to love it as well. And I know you love widows and orphans. You see their great needs and hear their cries for help. Thank you for enlisting us to share in the joy of praying for, blessing and caring for those you deeply love.

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Valuing our next-gen.

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“Then Jesus returned to Galilee, filled with the Holy Spirit’s power. Reports about him spread quickly through the whole region. He taught regularly in their synagogues and was praised by everyone. When he came to the village of Nazareth, his boyhood home, he went as usual to the synagogue on the Sabbath and stood up to read the Scriptures. The scroll of Isaiah the prophet was handed to him. He unrolled the scroll and found the place where this was written.” ‭‭Luke‬ ‭4‬:‭14‬-‭17‬ ‭NLT‬‬

Luke closes out the temptation of Jesus in chapter 3, writing, “When the devil had finished tempting Jesus, he left him until the next opportunity came” (4‬:‭13‬). Satan later, visited again, returning in force through the chief priests and temple guards in the Gethsemane moments – “But this is your moment, the time when the power of darkness reigns” Luke 22:53.

Jesus returned to Galilee filled with Holy Spirit power! And word got out. But then he went home, his roots, where he was raised. There it was a completely different challenge. Jesus had risen to be recognized as a Rabbi, so he went to his local synagogue (https://bit.ly/nazarethsynagogue), and led the people in the reading from the scriptures. For Jesus, going home was critical, but risky. He wanted to let his family and friends know what was coming, but they could not get past the fact that he was a son of their own carpenter, Joseph. The neighbors could only remember Jesus as a youth. “How can this be?” they asked. “Isn’t this Joseph’s son?”‭‬ ‭(4‬:‭22‬).

Mathew tells us that Jesus addressed this, Jesus told them, “A prophet is honored everywhere except in his own hometown and among his own family.” And so he did only a few miracles there because of their unbelief” (Matthew‬ 13‬:‭57‬-‭58‬). And in Mark “And because of their unbelief, he couldn’t do any miracles among them except to place his hands on a few sick people and heal them. And he was amazed at their unbelief. Then Jesus went from village to village, teaching the people” (‭‭Mark‬ ‭6‬:‭5‬-‭6‬).

Interestingly enough, these same passages are quoted by young, next-gen leaders who perceive that Church folks that knew them as a child or as youth, are not capable of letting them grow up and mature into adults, very much gifted by God, to lead Jesus’ Church. They often have to leave to find “belief” in their abilities. Is it true that we can’t value or find honor in those that grow up among us? Does this not add a sense of “unbelief” when the church continues to treat its own up and coming adults as children? Do we not want them to stay and use their talents and gifts among us? Do we not think that God can use our own to teach us and lead us? The Apostle Paul had to tell young twenty-something Timothy not let anyone “despise or disregard” his youth (Timothy 4:12). Why? Because the church folk were seeing him as too young! Timothy ended up pastoring the church in Ephesus for 60 years! And becoming the Bishop over several churches in the region.

In my own life, just a couple of years after coming to faith at fifteen, I was already teaching Junior High and High School classes on Sundays and served as an interim youth pastor as well. I knew I was young and still had a lot to learn. My wife, Robin, ended up becoming the children’s pastor at 20 years old! At 22 years old, Robin and I accepted a ministry position in Bakersfield, CA. Except, Robin was the one hired to direct the preschool at the church, I just went along for the ride. I was the unpaid, unofficial youth pastor, and the official sprinkler-repairer and janitor for our small church. The former Pastor had an affair with the church secretary and had left. Our friend was asked to come in to pastor the small, now brokenhearted people. The previous pastor’s wife, now abandoned, still attended the church! We were only there for 18 months when we were offered a position at a larger church in the Los Angeles area.

All through our 20’s we were pastoring children (Robin) and youth (Glenn), it was called “Christian Education” back then. Robin and I both knew we were still young, even though we were parents of three children. We didn’t mind folks thinking of us as young. Even so, we were kept out of more serious conversations and decisions concerning our own church, because those were for the real adults, the elders. In my late 30’s I initiated and started an elder’s team, but some of the church folks felt I was too young to lead it because of course, the word “elder” to them, meant old! The Bible definition for elder has nothing to do with age. Maturity yes, age – no.

All through my late 30’s I wondered when I would get my chance at being a lead pastor, it wasn’t going to happen. I went on to become a Vice President of a nonprofit that focused on children of foster care. I was out of the leadership of a local church for 17 years. Then in my late 50’s I was elected to return to the church in Los Angeles as their lead pastor. I tell our church, I am their CSO, Chief Servant Officer. My heart’s desire is to both pastor those who are our super-seniors as well as our next-gen. My hope is to find, support and release our young leaders into the big decisions now, as well as for our future.

Prayer

​Dad,
Clearly your Church is filled with all ages, from infants to senior adults. For married couples, single parents, singles, and widows. And for every group, every generation, there is a need for called, gifted pastors to love and lead the gathering of believers. It is Your Church, whose Chief Shepherd is Jesus. Help us Oh God, to look for your guidance and wisdom and be obedient to Your will. All of us should be following the voice of the Holy Spirit! Amen.

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Does God hear me?

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“Hear my prayer, O Lord! Listen to my cries for help! Don’t ignore my tears. For I am your guest— a traveler passing through, as my ancestors were before me. Leave me alone so I can smile again before I am gone and exist no more.” Psalms‬ ‭39‬:‭12‬-‭13‬ ‭NLT‬‬

David, in writing many of the Psalms, never held back what he thinks, and how he feels about his life, his sin and his relationship with God. This Psalm gets super introspective, almost metaphysical, sounding much like the words of his son, Solomon, writing Ecclesiastes. Stuff like, ”We are merely moving shadows, and all our busy rushing ends in nothing. We heap up wealth, not knowing who will spend it” (39‬:‭6‬).

David wrote this when he was younger, going through extremely difficult times while running for his life, even though God had promised that he would be the future king. In those early years he grew close to God while hiding in caves and living by faith alone. While he was processing thoughts about his own life, he gets pensive and moody.

Yet, in this Psalm, David concludes by begging God to listen and see his pain. This Psalm helps us as well. Does God hear us, does He see our pain, our tears? The answer is YES! God does hear and see us. As you read through the Psalms, it becomes clear that David discovered this many times over. Even though this Psalm was inserted towards the end of David’s life, the experiences happened at very low times early in his life. And, thankfully, God does not “leave him alone,” He continues to show up in David’s life just as God shows up in our life. I am thankful that God hears and listens to our cries. He sees us and is working on our behalf.

Prayer

​Dad,
I am so thankful for David’s honest expressions and that you let us see those experiences in Psalms. The raw, authentic words David writes is helpful when I go through difficult times as well. I am grateful that you hear me and see me, drawing close when I am afraid and bringing peace and comfort when my mind whirls and my heart wavers.

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Promise Breakers

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“Remind the people of Judah and Jerusalem about the terms of my covenant with them. Say to them, ‘This is what the Lord, the God of Israel, says: Cursed is anyone who does not obey the terms of my covenant! For I said to your ancestors when I brought them out of the iron-smelting furnace of Egypt, “If you obey me and do whatever I command you, then you will be my people, and I will be your God.” I said this so I could keep my promise to your ancestors to give you a land flowing with milk and honey—the land you live in today.’” Then I replied, “Amen, Lord! May it be so.” ‭‭Jeremiah‬ ‭11‬:‭2‬-‭5‬ ‭NLT‬‬

Growing up in an alcoholic, addicted home, my adopted father was consistent in two things: After every binge, he was always sorry and he promised to never do it again. He was sorry, but he was rarely able to keep his promises. Coming from a promise breaker’s home meant constant disappointment.

All the prophets brought warnings, pleadings and truth. The covenant: Blessed if kept, cursed if broke. And, the people would not, could not, keep their promises. The drive and cravings to wander away were just too strong – “they stubbornly followed their own evil desires” 11‬:‭8‬. Eve & Adam’s desires to override God’s command to not eat, are the key to understanding what drives us to sin. These desires appear to meet a basic need – we hunger for things. These desires look amazing, so obviously it will make us look amazing as well. And these desires make it feel like it will boost us above others.

Breaking the promise to keep the covenant would basically mean chasing after fake gods to fulfill these desires within us. The hunger to satisfy ourselves, to fit in with what others are into or give us the edge to rise above – to know more and be more. Whether it’s following a fake god or becoming your own god, both are a destiny of destruction.

God’s covenant is the path to the good life, the true life! God’s judgements on His own people is the discipline and correction to try to get folks to wake up, shake off the loser-loves that lead us away from God, and come home! God promised milk and honey, but His judgement was willing to feed them plagues and war to remind them of what they are giving up to go their own way. Interesting that God tells them, “I brought your kin out of the iron-smelting furnace of Egypt.” In other words, God brought them out of a hellish existence to give them the taste of heaven. Sadly, like dogs returning to our own vomit, we are continually being called back to our disordered desires.

Doing what is right, living right and keeping our promises to follow God is hard! Grace and mercy cover us because of the once-for-all sacrifice of Jesus, makes it possible to live in forgiveness and God’s acceptance. Yet, living in the freedom of grace doesn’t mean we don’t experience consequences of our sin. Our desires to get our own way and step-out on our relationship with God, still have dangerous results. Our hearts can still be swayed or cooled, causing us to walk away from God’s presence. We are still capable of flirtatious affairs with fake gods, with voices that tell us we are our own god and control our own destiny! We still need help to be promise keepers with God.

Prayer

​Dad,
It took awhile to understand that ancient people worshipping and sacrificing to idols was much more than bowing to poles, statues and carvings. There are real beliefs attached to those human crafted creations. We still have idols, most are no longer hand-crafted, but they still cost something and are still worshipped. Maybe it’s an ideology, aliens or even technology, but it’s giving these things a place that only you deserve! We will worship something – even if that’s ourself. I owe you my life, you saved it, redeemed it and transformed it. You are God and I must resist any and all desires that draw me away from you. Thank you for Your grace!

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Positive spin on Exodus.

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The Lord brought his people out of Egypt, loaded with silver and gold; and not one among the tribes of Israel even stumbled. Egypt was glad when they were gone, for they feared them greatly. ‭‭Psalms‬ ‭105‬:‭37‬-‭38‬ ‭NLT‬‬

David composes a psalm to thank the Lord when the ark of the covenant was brought into Jerusalem. He quotes identical verses in 1 Chronicles 16:8-22 which David also wrote. These short summaries are interesting because they become a commentary on the original story of Israel’s exit out of Egypt. This intentional, repeated story is clearly positioned as praise to God! David cuts to the core, taking multiple chapters of the Exodus, and reduces it down to just several verses.

David’s highlights are all about God’s supernatural provision, God supplying: protection, a cloud above them; a nite-light in the desert with a great fire; meat, flown in with quail; nutritious manna—bread from heaven; water flowing from a rock, out to form a river through the dry wasteland. The way David sees it, God watched over and provided everything they needed for one reason: God remembered his sacred promise to his servant Abraham. It’s all POSITIVE. None of David’s comments mention the mumbling, grumbling attitudes of the people, that constantly threads in and out of the original story. Then, David brings it home with a crescendo closing – “So he brought his people out of Egypt with joy, his chosen ones with rejoicing. He gave his people the lands of pagan nations, and they harvested crops that others had planted.” What a reminder for us! David writes, “All this happened so they would follow his decrees and obey his instructions. Praise the Lord!”

Every time I read the long story of the Exodus, I see so many conflicting behaviors coming from the people. I can’t imagine shifting heart and mind out of 400 years of slavery and a multigenerational settling into the norms of captivity. Yes, God freed them, but everyday brought massive change filled with the fear of the unknown. They were forced to be 100% dependent on God.

In those scenes we see the results of the oldest generation who felt so uncomfortable and displaced that it continually expressed a lot of negative complaining. But mixed with all that, there was also a weird free expression of completely unacceptable of idolatry seen in sexual revelry – obviously picked up from Egyptian culture. God wasn’t just leading them out of slavery, he was leading them into a new state of freedom forming new beliefs and behaviors.

Prayer

​Dad,

David’s psalm really helped me see the difficult dynamics of this massive cultural change the people experienced. They were far more than just physically enslaved, they were emotional and spiritual slaves as well. The only way out, the only way to get Egypt out of their hearts was through obedience to a new master, a good and faithful Lord. The old generation just could not deal with the changes and because of that, they could not enter into the land promised to them. Forty years of struggle to learn obedience and faith and they just couldn’t soften their hearts fast enough. It’s a warning and an opportunity for all of us as we get older and struggle with change. Help us keep our hearts open and obedient Oh Lord.

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A way out.

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“If you think you are standing strong, be careful not to fall. The temptations in your life are no different from what others experience. And God is faithful. He will not allow the temptation to be more than you can stand. When you are tempted, he will show you a way out so that you can endure.” ‭‭1 Corinthians‬ ‭10‬:‭12‬-‭13‬ ‭NLT‬‬

Paul, just before this summary about temptations, commentates on the Israelites and the errors of their ways. He lists the things they participated in: celebrations with feasting, drinking and pagan worship (revelry); engaging in sexual immorality; and grumbling. If we wondered why God was so upset with them and judged them harshly, like 23,000 of them dying in one day. Now we know.

Paul takes the examples of the Israelites and brings it to the believers in Corinth. Corinth was a cesspool of sexual experiences, all under the guise of freedoms and rights to express themselves. Corinth went far beyond Israel’s own lust for idolatry. Paul makes it clear to believers – the “freedoms,” sexual interactions and feasts offering food to idols are in actuality participating with demons! In vs 19-20, he writes, “What am I trying to say? Am I saying that food offered to idols has some significance, or that idols are real gods? No, not at all. I am saying that these sacrifices are offered to demons, not to God. And I don’t want you to participate with demons.” This is why it is critical that we get control of our own desires so that the Holy Spirit can help us not sin, but also not play with demonic forces.

Verse 13 is powerfully famous for a reason. When (not if) we are tempted, the Holy Spirit will show us a way out! We have to see it and seize that lifeline to bear it or escape it. The commonness, or humanness that Paul writes about, is comforting to know that EVERYONE experiences temptations. They are not from God. They tailored from our own desires and specifically targeted by Satan. Our sins, although common are not similar to others sins. One person’s taste for an addiction has little to no effect on someone else. Paul’s words, inspired by the Holy Spirit are convicting and correcting, but they are also comforting! We all get attacked from within and without. But we are also all given a chance to escape and get free of those traps and snares designed to destroy us.

Prayer

​Dad,
As I read about Israel’s sins and begin to think how awful they were, my own soul bears witness that my sins are also before you. This makes it hard to see that I have been made clean by Jesus, but still face my own brokenness. I ask for courage to take that exit that is given to me at the time of temptation, so that I can truly be free. Thank you for your long suffering and mercy on me.

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The truth about God’s prescience.

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”The Lord said to Moses, “Get going, you and the people you brought up from the land of Egypt. Go up to the land I swore to give to Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob. I told them, ‘I will give this land to your descendants.’ And I will send an angel before you to drive out the Canaanites, Amorites, Hittites, Perizzites, Hivites, and Jebusites. Go up to this land that flows with milk and honey. But I will not travel among you, for you are a stubborn and rebellious people. If I did, I would surely destroy you along the way.” ‭‭Exodus‬ ‭33‬:‭1‬-‭3‬ ‭NLT‬‬

Knowing what’s going to happen before it happens is almost impossible for humans to handle! It screws with our heads and makes us a little crazy. God does not get emotional, arrogant or narcissistic about power and prescience (foreknowledge). This makes truth rather harsh doesn’t it? When ya know ya know.

God told Moses plenty about His ways and His plans for the people of Israel. His promises are true but also trustworthy. We’re the ones that have hard time hearing about the future, especially when it comes to our own future. We ache to know, but do we really need to know? I think faith is far better than knowledge about the future. It is totally evident that humans crave, if not obsess with knowledge about their own future. Just look at the fascination with horoscopes, tarot cards, crystal balls, tea leaf readings, zodiac, astrological signs and palm readings. Most are all cheap tricks and cons, but it’s the ones that infused with lies from Satan that rattle me.

Here in Exodus, God tells Moses straight out… Go to the land I promised! I have given it to you. And, I will send an angel to clear out the wicked, ungodly cultures and people groups. Moses – get them to the land that flows with milk & honey (representing the joys of an easy life). You collect things like milk and honey, you don’t toil by planting and harvesting this stuff!

God drops in these words, “I’m not traveling with you.” Whoa. I won’t say that God needed some distance from the current and future nonsense the people would get themselves into – flirting with other gods, whining and complaining about how terrible life is as a FREE nation and constantly wanting more. God just lays out the prescience truth – you’re stubborn and rebellious! And the likelihood is that God would destroy them before reaching their promised destination. Ouch. You can’t tell me when we read this we’re not a little offended because Israel is US. Israel represents the best of humanity and it’s still awful. If you can’t see stubbornness and rebelliousness in your own heart, I’m sorry but you’re blind to the truth. Until humanity gets to the promised Messiah, when Jesus mitigates and eradicates sin on our behalf, we’d have to admit – THIS IS US! God in his wisdom told Moses it’s better that I don’t walk with you along the way. God doesn’t just know information about us, God KNOWS every detail of our heart and soul – nothing is hidden from him. Am I grateful that God now sees me through the work of Jesus on the cross, dying, paying for my sin? Of course I am! But there’s not a moment that goes by that I don’t see my little devious, sneaky little disordered desires trying to rule and ruin my life every single day. And that’s sans the Devil “making” me do stuff.

Personally I like God’s straightforward truth. I don’t like people lying to me or shading, bending or softening the truth. God knows because He sees all of time from beginning to end as forever NOW. It’s all current and present for God. So, the truth is, God knows our sin and still loves us! God knows our stubbornness and His mercy is extended to us. God even says our faith in the work of Jesus parlays into righteousness! Wow. I like God knowing and I like NOT knowing about the future. I trust completely trust Him with my life, whatever may come.

Prayer

​Dad,
Oh I’ve been curious about my future, especially when I was young. But now that I’m old and have made quite a few mistakes and missteps, I choose to just relax and trust you with your plans for my life. I’ll still make plans of my own, but it’s with full confidence that you will direct my foot to exactly the place on the path where I need to be. Thank for your grace and mercy, even in my past impatience.

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What’s in your soul?

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“Arise, O Lord! Stand against them, and bring them to their knees! Rescue me from the wicked with your sword! By the power of your hand, O Lord, destroy those who look to this world for their reward. But satisfy the hunger of your treasured ones. May their children have plenty, leaving an inheritance for their descendants. Because I am righteous, I will see you. When I awake, I will see you face to face and be satisfied.” Psalms‬ ‭17‬:‭13‬-‭15‬ ‭NLT‬‬

David often writes about the theme of justice. Justice is one of those common ideals that everyone wants but can’t agree on how to deliver it. The other theme is the wicked. For the atheist/agnostic, the question of evil becomes difficult to explain its source. Of course there’s the nurture vs nature arguments, but if it truly comes from genetics – where or how did it begin. Truth: there are wicked people who do evil just because they can, there’s a desire to do so. Why? God declares that wickedness or evil resides in the human heart and its beginnings stem from disobedience, desires and flat-out rebellion. So, in reality, it is “nature,” at least genetically so. But, it’s in all of us! Every single human is quite capable of doing evil for no other reason than the deep disordered desires to be wicked and do horrible things. Our culture has lost its bearings on what defines wickedness, but any honest human has to admit it exists.

This Psalm, likely written by David, addressed an especially wicked act, ordered by King Saul and carried out by his henchman- Doeg. The scene is out of 1 Samuel 22, where Doeg went to Nob and slaughtered the entire town in cruel cold blood! Vs 19 -“Then he went to Nob, the town of the priests, and killed the priests’ families—men and women, children and babies—and all the cattle, donkeys, sheep, and goats.” Why? because Saul found out that Ahimelek had fed David and his men.

Interesting that in David’s description and summation of wickedness, he wrote, “destroy those who look to this world for their reward.” What rewards come from wickedness? I think it’s the self determination of being a god and refusing to yield or obey the one true God. This self determination goes to our head, corrupting and hardening our heart. On the other spectrum is being satisfied, satiated and content for those who hunger and thirst for righteousness – Godly pursuits with Godly rewards. David’s final remark about his own righteousness seems to be the results of obedience to God. When he awakes… in other words, after he dies what happens to him? David knows, he will wake to see God face to face! What happens when you die? Many foolishly believe that since they come from nothing, they return to nothing – annihilation. They just cease to exist. That’s their hope? It certainly is evident that if one believes in nothing, and nothing matters, and their end is nothing as well – doesn’t it make sense that there is no reason to do right, or be right? If annihilation is their end, why not live life any way one pleases? According God, that’s a massive mistake. Hebrews writes, “it is appointed unto men once to die, but after this the judgment.” Whose face will you see after you die? What’s in your soul?

Prayer

​Dad,
I’m with David on this subject of wickedness, justice and righteousness! I do not think my life would have gone well without your intervention. I may have tried to live right or do right, but would not have been able to follow through with it. Eventually I would have given up and just tried to do whatever satisfied me at that time. Basically do whatever I wanted to do! You not only saved me from becoming a horrible version of myself, you gave me so much more to live life to the fullest. Thank you. After I die and then I wake, I too will see your face and be glad!

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Dangers of counting sheep.

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”God was very displeased with the census, and he punished Israel for it. Then David said to God, “I have sinned greatly by taking this census. Please forgive my guilt for doing this foolish thing.” Then the Lord spoke to Gad, David’s seer. This was the message: “Go and say to David, ‘This is what the Lord says: I will give you three choices. Choose one of these punishments, and I will inflict it on you.” ‭‭1 Chronicles‬ ‭21‬:‭7‬-‭10‬ ‭NLT‬‬

David wasn’t counting sheep to try to sleep! David wanted to headcount of his people because of his own disordered desires. Counting constituents meant more glory and taxes for his treasury,

We don’t know who wrote the books of Chronicles, but the author wanted us to know this fact: Satan was behind the count! “Satan rose up against Israel and caused David to take a census of the people of Israel” (21‬:‭1‬). That’s enough to know why this was such an egregious act towards God. Even Joab, David’s hitman, knew this was wrong, “why must you cause Israel to sin? (21‬:‭3‬).” I notice that leader’s choices have consequences on the followers!

God punished Israel. We don’t know what this first round of punishments were, but it Got David’s attention. Of course Satan probably laughed because he got a human to do his bidding! David repent, but wasn’t let off the hook by any means. Forgiveness doesn’t mean there aren’t consequences. God gave David a choice of punishment, and each choice was very harsh: famine, enemies, or a severe plague (21‬:‭12‬).

We don’t know if David did some quick math, thinking:
How many people would die from a 3 year famine?
How many people would die in a 3 month war?
And, How many people would die from a plague?

Here David wanted to count how many people called him King and how much taxes that would bring into his treasury. But now he’s forced to calculate how many people would lose their life because of his thirst for power and money!

David decided that God in his mercy and a possible plague would be less than the famine or sword. Immediately God sent a plague and 70,000 people died. But God wasn’t done. God also sent a powerful avenging or death angel to ravaged Jerusalem. The angel stood ready to act on God’s divine will when suddenly God said, “stop! That’s enough,” The angel paused but stood ready with sword drawn reaching out over Jerusalem. David saw this angel, “standing between heaven and earth.” In that moment David and the leaders of Israel put on burlap to show their deep distress and fell face down on the ground (21‬:‭15‬-‭16‬). The angel stayed, ready and sword drawn all the way until David paid for the place to offer a sacrifice to the Lord and prayed his guts out! Then, finally, “the Lord spoke to the angel, who put the sword back into its sheath‬ ‭(21‬:‭27‬).

Lessons for today:

  1. Stop listening to Satan’s lies designed specifically promising to fulfill our deepest, yet disordered desires.
  2. When one of our team leads says. “what are you doing… this is wrong!” lay down our pride and listen.
  3. Seriously and soberly think about our decisions that affect the people we are called to lead. Our sin may mean severe consequences for others.
  4. Offer sincere repentance. What would be an acceptable and appropriate gift to God, that would cost us, to make things right? And
  5. Stick to counting sheep for sleep, not for making ourselves feel important.

Prayer

Dad,
I see the gifts and grievances in David’s life and realize the highs were certainly high, but the lows were so devastating and destructive. Yet, somehow in all of that you both caught and punished David because you love him, but also he was willing to eventually admit his failures, sin, and he repented. David’s triumphs are celebrated but also his sins are on full display so we can learn. We can see the dangers, not just of sin, but specifically power and wealth as well. Thank you for your mercy and grace to me even in my own failures and sin.